Made With Conviction: Survival Instinct

The memoir · Paul Tunstead

Made With
Conviction.Survival Instinct.

Children’s homes. Prison. Addiction. The instinct to survive — and the determination to build a life beyond it.

Inside the story

A life lived
at full tilt.

From growing up in Runcorn to life behind the door. Told with the humour, detail and North-West voice of the man who lived it.

01

The beginnings

The young Urchin

Children’s homes, restless energy and a boy already looking for a way out.

02

Behind the door

A world within walls

The people, routines and unwritten rules of prison life, seen from the inside.

03

The long fight

Addiction & instinct

The pull of addiction and the determination to keep surviving until it was conquered.

04

Beyond survival

A life with purpose

Movement, discipline and a reason to help the next Urchin find his way.

5years in care
19years inside
2007the last release
1life in my own words

The road through it

Survival was
only the beginning.

The story follows the years as they happened, with the people, places and music that bring them back.

01InstinctReading a room. Spotting an opening. Thinking on your feet.
02DisciplineThe gym, the books and the work that gave restless energy somewhere to go.
03ConvictionCarrying that determination into a life beyond the prison gate.

Moments along the way

1985Foston Hall
1987Diving Through the Window
1990Strangeways Riot
1996Losing Mum While Serving Five Years
2007Through the gate

Different places. Different years. The same Urchin.

Explore the chapters

A glimpse inside

Places. People.
Turning points.

A selection of stories from the memoir. Each title opens onto another time, another place and another piece of the life.

01

Smashing Times

Runcorn, 1987. A window dive and the fractured snapshots of what followed.

02

A Bully’s Bully

Stoke Heath, 1989. A new padmate, a direct question and an understanding reached.

03

Strangeways Riot

1 April 1990. The day the riot began. Three days on the roof. The story told by a man who was there.

04

Two Pints Of Lager and a Packet Of Mogadon

2004. The defiant events that led to the last conviction.

The reason for telling it

For the next Urchin.

“Show future Urchins there is light at the end of the tunnel.”

The man behind the memoir
01Survival.Finding a way through.
02Discipline.Giving the energy direction.
03Purpose.Giving something back.

Paul Tunstead · The Urchin

My life.
My words.

I grew up in Runcorn. Children’s homes came first, then prison. Nineteen years inside over a twenty-two-year span. Along the way there were books, sport, addiction, friendships and more than a few moments that stayed with me.

Made With Conviction is that life, told in my own voice.

The Urchin’s outlook

  • “If one man can do it, then so can I.”
  • “Prison was my university.”
  • “I don’t do bitter.”
  • “Freedom is a state of mind.”

Made With Conviction

The story
continues.

Survival Instinct, by Paul Tunstead.
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